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shaftiel

shaftiel

Member Since 21 Jul 2006
Offline Last Active Sep 21 2017 02:15 PM
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#564338 Wolfsblood's transition

Posted by shaftiel on 04 April 2017 - 10:30 PM

Very cool, looks like you are doing well and happy!

 

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#564303 My membership refund

Posted by shaftiel on 28 March 2017 - 02:34 AM

Membership is what... $15?  ZD must have gotten pretty tinkled about something to demand a refund lol.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel

 

Not that I can talk... <------- not a member.  lol :p




#564302 This is hard for me

Posted by shaftiel on 28 March 2017 - 02:15 AM

Hmm.... take this for what it is lol.  If I were in your position, knowing that I was going to be living out of my car, and that there was very little hope of friends or family being able or willing to help improve my position. I would accept it. It is what it is.

 

Now, You happen to live in America, so:

 

We have food stamps - get them.

We have welfare - Use it.

There are food banks - find them.

There are campgrounds, parks, or other locations that you can cook food at. Some supermarkets have microwaves available. 

There are inexpensive cooler/refrigerator units that are built for cars.

Get a Gym membership for like $20-$30 a month, possibly less, and use their showers.

Wal-Marts generally allow overnight parking.  Its well lit, patrolled and videotaped.

 

Go where you want.  Work odd jobs, move on. See the country.

 

Or go somewhere you want to be, sign up for all the benefits you can, food stamps to buy food, welfare to pay bills, buy gas and clothes.  Sign up for Section 8 housing.  The line is long, but it doesn't hurt to get in it.  If you don't end up needing it, all the better. Apply for jobs, sign up at temp agencies.  If you need an address, get one at a mailbox store.  Some give physical addresses.

 

Move to where you can breath. Start fresh.  Start working, keep your head up, and change your world! But never stop looking forward! The past is dead, the present is dying, the future is alive.

 

 

Shrug.  Its going to be different.  Its going to be difficult. Its probably going to be scary at times.  But I think you will be just fine.

 

 

 

<3

 

Shaftiel

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edit: Found this http://carliving.info/101.htm

 

Its a good read I think. He doesn't like the idea of Gym membership, but hes talking about it costing $55 a week.  That's insane lol. Mine is $29.99 a month. shrug, take it for what its worth :)




#562071 OG GC.

Posted by shaftiel on 08 July 2016 - 02:26 PM

Smells like a bunch of old men in here.

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#557407 Trying to understand Lunk's directions

Posted by shaftiel on 24 September 2015 - 12:38 PM

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And then he crys about how you went the wrong way.

 

 

 

<3

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#556326 hormones update: 21 months !

Posted by shaftiel on 28 July 2015 - 12:17 PM

Sounds like you are really struggling right now. I have not been following this, or even known about your situation before now. However, I would suggest that you take a moment and just stop, take a deep breath and just let it out. Sit down in a quite place and try to think about who you are, distance yourself from the hurt and confusion. Just quietly, in a detached, non judgmental way, think about yourself and what you want. What are you after, whats your goal?  If it helps you can write your thoughts down. DO NOT belittle yourself, its fine to note areas where you can improve, but its not ok to use them as weapons against yourself. This is not the time to reflect on the past, or relive old hurts. What you are doing is taking stock of who you are NOW, and what you want to be in the FUTURE. Once you know who you are now, and what you want to become, you just need to find out how to connect the dots to get there.

 

Trying to commit suicide twice this last week is not a good use of your time lol :). But seriously, this is about what makes you happy and what makes you... you. If what you want is to be a woman, then go be a woman. Hold your head up and smile, you can change your weight, you can change your gender, you can be the person you see yourself as. It will be a long, hard, painful journey, but at the end of the road you will be the person you feel you are meant to be. Conversely, if you decide that being a man isn't so bad, there is absolutely no shame in changing your mind. Who you are is not determined by your gender, or sexual preference.

 

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#555421 Elder Scrolls Online

Posted by shaftiel on 17 June 2015 - 01:17 PM

I'm starting back up I think. Tried it out again last night, picked some pockets, one npc got tinkled and threw a couple of punches, so I cut him in half. Got an achievement for murdering someone lol. Then I ran into a guard who was not so pleased with me achieving that, demanded I pay a fee, I refused, and then he cut me in half. Was interesting lol.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#555232 Fallout 4

Posted by shaftiel on 05 June 2015 - 03:40 PM

See! With just a little thought, and either a heavy blow to the head or an early childhood trauma, we can find a solution to any problem.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#555230 Maybe gonna take July off from CS this year......

Posted by shaftiel on 05 June 2015 - 03:26 PM

Ban.

 

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel

 

 

Edit: I was being way too catty. Pun intended.




#555229 Fallout 4

Posted by shaftiel on 05 June 2015 - 03:24 PM

.......  Feel like knowing too much ruins that first play through - can't really ever get that back hah!

 

Amnesia helps.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#554772 Laughable Ban

Posted by shaftiel on 17 May 2015 - 07:12 PM

Heh, I always get a kick out of that phrase, "Respect is earned, not given". Its adorable. Its also wrong, and will continue to get you into trouble if you insist on holding on to that idea.

 

Its really easy.  Drop the bravado, stop trying to be right. You have no leverage. You will not win, no matter how right you think you are. Just say, "I'm sorry, I did not mean to rush, I thought I was helping the team. In the future I will be more careful." It does not matter if you feel you have been wronged, or even what the truth is. The phrase, "Life isn't fair" is actually true, and the sooner you realize that the sooner you can just relax and have fun playing this terrible game again lol.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#554598 Leeroy Jenkins

Posted by shaftiel on 11 May 2015 - 10:47 AM

10 years today, since the video was uploaded!

 

http://www.warcraftm...iew.php?id=1666

 

 

 

Still makes me laugh.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#554556 Quick Update on Nightling

Posted by shaftiel on 08 May 2015 - 03:56 PM

Naked. The cool night breeze rolling over his limbs and torso, the sweat on his body glistens in the moonlight. His lips curl into a half smile as the crisp night air gently licks across his chest....

 

 

Any other questions i can answer for you Mr. Fairweather?

 

 

 

 

LOL :)

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#553736 Let's talk dates!

Posted by shaftiel on 14 April 2015 - 05:48 PM

The sadness I feel about FFO this year flows out of me like last nights Taco Bell.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel




#551887 super clutch

Posted by shaftiel on 28 February 2015 - 06:24 PM

That is a rather humurous little clip. Thank you so very much for bringing it to the attention of the community SJ. You have done us a great service by providing a funny, and enjoyable video to view. Again, we appreaciate the time and effort you put into finding and posting this. I can't tell you how much this means to me, and to all of us here in your community, your digital family.

 

 

Thank you.

 

 

 

 

Shaftiel

 

<3