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sorry for flipping out many moons ago... will you unban me? my steamid is 886 something. (im on linux right now, i cant get it)

I forgot to mention something: Please pray for me, my grandparents, my cousins and the rest of my family. I think I dragged them into this mess too. I've never found love. Please pray that I will meet a woman that loves me, please.

I don't think about suicide anymore. I cry every night. I ruined my whole existence in so many ways. Please pray for me whenever you get the chance.

It's USA backwards (mirror pic). Thanks for your prayers, I need them very badly.

I'm sorry for my past outbursts and conflicts at GC. My wrists are ruined and I can no longer play CS. My heart is dying on me, I nearly had a heart attack awhile back. I wasted nearly a whole decade of my life sitting here behind this screen, 24/7 365. It has now come to my attention that I may have to serve a long, long prison sentence (20+ years). I'm 24 y/o. My life is terrible. I've often thought about suicide. I've let my heart condition worsen lately because I lost all hope. Please don't hate me.