deelo

no issues here, OG.

No i am not lucky, i carefully thought about reason i was banned from both perspectives and knew my faults and i took responsibility for myself and showed them through my posts. I apologized to ms. fox personally and she didn't even seem to notice, nor does take it personally. She was very friendly about it and i got to know a little more about her. I'm just going to be very bored for a week LOL. Please shorten my ban time to 1 or 2 days. It doesn't take me a week to realize i was clearly in the wrong, i almost knew why it happened not too long after the ban and i believe i have shown my transparency through the posts, i am genuinely sorry for my actions and choice of words.

When i said that it was not from a place of anger. I thought it was just a FUN challenge, was not meant to be an insult or anything negative, i casually swore because i was an idiot that never took swearing seriously as other people do, that i know now. charon is making me sound like the DEVIL. She is so eager to look for and point out my flaws, well you'll find them cause i'm not perfect. Why are you so harsh on my mistakes, did it consistently ruin your gameplay? you clearly did not care for the sincerity of my post because you're taking your first chance to BASH at me with everything you got, Please if you have more of me swearing or even purposely ruining other peoples time POST THEM, might as well. i do care about playing on this server as i am an avid l4d2 player as well as this servers combination of balanced mods. But if its just gonna be me trying to defend myself from making me seem like the most awful person in the history of this server. i have no choice to just move on.

my vac ban was from wayyy long time ago like 2008 modern warfare 2?, also my friends/brother changed those into inapproriate names LMAO. Ok charon, i did not insult out of NOWHERE. we were having a back and forth and i thought we were just challenging each other for fun. i was just beginning to join the server and i didn't really understand or respect the rules 100%. That was not meant to be DIRECTED at you and neither was truthful because that was like my first time talking to you. And as for the f words those were when i got killed, it was never direct at ANYONE but u are right i did swear and im sorry. Edit: No i have not told you to mind your own business, i recall those times where i did say the F word, I was on your team and i did value your communication on the mic so i KNOW that i did not tell you to mind your own business. I'm not saying you're ban wasn't justifiable at all, that was the only thing i said to ms. fox after she accused me of troll tank. I was frustrated because someone told me that i wasn't trying my best, also i've never talked or played with this person so from my perspective she was a complete stranger saying personal things. Yes i will accept this decision REGARDLESS of the uplift or not. I just came on the forums to explain my side of the story, and to understand a part of yours. tl:dr: im a douche, let me rephrase my first statement, first time swore DIRECTLY at one person. Disrespectful and rude, Uplift the ban or not but please respect my side of the story as much you want your side of the story respected. Farewell...?

My first ban on the server, swore once, was told not to but before i could even say a word or apologize i was permanently banned. The context was that one of my teamates was telling everyone i was a "troll tank" and accused me of not trying. So i got a little frustrated, doesnt that deserve a warning though? i've been an active member on this server and i've spent countless hours but now i can't even play on it cause i swore once. Yes swearing is definitely NOT allowed on the server, mistakes were made i know it is my fault for disobeying, please admins i urge you to not be so quick to permanently ban users because they could be a very active user and nice person to the rest of the community, people just get frustated like i did. A warning would have definitely made realize i was out of line for swearing. Tl:dr: got frustrated, swore once, before i could apologize or explain myself i was banned permanently on a server i once spent countless hours on.