Chamberlain

oh my!!!! I still play Diablo II, LOD ......... stupid bnet reset the ladder on me!

Cheers to Diablo 3!

Thanks!

I am Da Best! BTW, i Hope there is an 09 FF, i can't go this year.

By god I am having CSS withdrawls.... What is this thing the people call Sun? This light, it hurts my skin!!

Getting pretty lucky here, got final fantasy 12 to pass time until I get into a new home.

Can't wait to play with my TMP!

peace

Hey all, last few months have been chaos for me. I have a 3 to 6 month wait for an apartment I want. Once I get settled in I will be back for CSS pwnage!!

Will be back soon! Peace

I think I've added my two pennies here.

I'm in, shotgun, missle silo!

Nice find. I like this one!

Poor jamie... Maybe we should send her some hats!?

I say swim and do the circles, enjoy yourself. If something goes up your nose, then pick it. Trust me it will come out. If you can't reach it with your figure, there is tools. There is no shame in picking your nose.

Edit: Do it even if it happens in public. No shame!

I wonder if they are really dreams or other realities. Something is really off. But its ok, im fine.

I will. I'm only watching, trying to seeing what this is.

That last comment wasn't ment to be rude and you are right. I do need help.

Think, i'm should stop ranting this here.

Rent it out to teens, 358 a month and hope they break it.

Oh really Shaft, I think it would be just a lovely idea to explain these odd events of my dumb life within the confines of an building labled for the crazy insaine or insaine crazy.

Edit: I don't think it would be a logical thing to do. The thought that these ideas would only lead to my imprisonment within a hospital ward. If that path did lead to being "locked up" in a hospital, I truly would freak out.

Well, someone should be writing this one down....

Last night I was watching TV, and moving around from channel to channel based on what people say and do. Usually switching channels after I see someone mysteriously die or say something that I think is about me. Crazy, but I'm bored with no CSS. So I start to watch a showcase show and I shut the TV off after hearing words I know I said before. I walk outside to my porch and have a cig lit. I watch I burn and puff a few times, put it out on my foot. That ends the night, I go to sleep on my parents couch, and seem to wake up from a dream of nothing. I'm running around outside the backyard over a hill, and the trees are made of bone piles, skulls and a skull thing wants to chase me but I stand toe to toe with it. Everything is so dark, so it's no fun, I know what the shapes should be but I can see through them. I reappear in the basement and I'm searching for a knife and I find a 16 inch blade on the floor, grabbing it I appear on the couch holding it parallel to my heart and laughing, my stomach growls and it echos! And I could feel this pain in the stomach....

I wake up and its morning, I make something to eat, think back and the same skull thing is trying to reach for me... Like a daydream, but a vision.... odd

If anyone gets this, I may tell you my warcraft problem..... Oddly enough, it's starting to get interesting. It's only getting better and better. Am I crazy to think this?

*Note* Someone should change this thread to Chamberlain just lost his marbles.

If you check out the forums there, it links to more vids, site is down and dead though..... i think i killed it....... sorry

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Bah I think it's the Flying Spaghetti Monster touching you with his divine noodly appendage

If my body digests you, you shouldn't be messing with me! Isn't that a rule?

I have already inquired about psychology. Only an ear was lended. Even worse, on the last day when I was leaving, the radio was talking about me... I let it pass, but later on that day I was in my room listening to the radio and I just spoke seven words (how the EDIT should i have known) and while i was saying them, the radio said them at the same time. My voice reflected. I think I crossed a line somewhere and need a bigger shell. This problem brings nothing but confusion. Maybe I should start blaming video games. Guess I am going crazy.

Although its two seemingly different problems.... It's like, since the blackout... my perception of this reality has just been shattered. With this destruction, I have countless new ways to look at things....

Peace... seems like a great topic and idea. People against violence, destruction and other would be negative aspects of life. Well with one of my last days working for an employer, I had my lights turned out. I don't know how or why or even what to think. I was standing at a prep table and for an odd reason knew something was up. I grabbed the edge of the table and shut down. I saw and felt nothing for a duration of time. Like when I sleep at night. (Ignoring dreams forgotten and not). When coming back, I placed my hands on the table and let go of everything looking around. A word shouted through me, I didn't say a thing but still the significance of the word shocked me. I heard "Jesus" but no one said a thing... Now, I know it wasn't me which is the scary part. Good or bad voice in the head...

The problem for me is, I was aware of the black out, the voice and the aftersight. I don't know what to make of this. This black out, to me, was peace... and I wonder if that was literally hell, void of all feeling and sense or a cry of vainity. Either or, I know that this voice was still not me. Afterwards I had a vision of red, some stuff I could not explain on this forum without being banned. Brings a very sad outlook on life.

Some days I wish I was crazy. I don't have the knowledge to deal with this and I can't bury it. If someone can lend an ear or advice on this it would be great. My email is b.chamber@hotmail.com, I can explain better there.

Dead already, but I'm dumb..... so ha!

cool......... where is episode #2

reading your reply's ....... i'd take something insaine like jalapinos something that would hurt burn or be sour.......... last thing i'd eat would leave a mark on my mind might help drown out the last few seconds of being burned by electricity or gas strangulation....... you know.... a nice kick to go with death