Endless-Sorrow

Hey, Ive been banned for tking. My ingame name is uI.Endless Sorrow, it started by me tking another player because i just killed about 5 ppl to get to the bomb, after that my teammate comes out of hidding and takes the defuse, so i killed him, defused. after that i said dont take my defuse if ur just gonna hide until their all dead, then he followed me, started shooting me and i tked him once more. after that round he still continued to shoot me but instead he exploded, im guessing because of a tk punishment option where u take dmg for attacking a teammate, or mabye it was spawn attacking. then he left and the next day i was banned. And i understand that i started this and its mostly my fault and i am sry for disrespecting the rules to ur server. So im asking you if the ban can or cannot be unlifted, thanks for your time. steamid: 0:1:9448690