Shadow Slayer

well how have you all been??? as im writing this im in north carolina. ive been out in the feild for 1 and a half weeks and i had to come back for a couple days but im going back out thursday.... so far ive got to shoot an ak an m-16 an m-14 an m-4 a 240 machine gun and its little brother the saug. ive blown stuff up with explosives and "killed" 12 of the "enemy" so im having a whole lot of fun. ive been taking pictures of everything while i was down here soooo once i get back to civilization ill try to post them up here. oh i also got to give one of the special forces guys an i,v. i got him on the first try but he still almost past out.(those sf guys are wussies) i have got to shoot jsut about every weapon they have but the ak is my gun for this training time. its a good thing i brought ear plugs cause the first time i shot it without em i couldnt hear for the next 6 hours, awsome gun tho.... fun to shoot full auto from the hip. so far i have been in three ambushes, two missions where i got to blow things up and one hostage rescue. the only thing that really sux is having to wake up three times a night for two hours and stand watch. i still havnt gotten used to that one. oh and the colt i used for a couple of the missions had an assult handle on the front of it and also a red dot scope on it.,. sweeeeet gun. i think i got one pic of me with that. ok well ill tell yall more about it when i get back and can post up the pics sooooooo ttfn S.S.

wheneverb i get ticked off playing cs i usually just yell a lot which is quite annoying for the people around me cause i have my headphones turned way up so im like screaming and dont know it thats about it tho..... S.S.

i dont care if it is bullet proof in real life if somone holding a riot shield got nailed with an awp from 10 feet away it would knock hi on his butt. in my opinion it makes it too much like all the other unrealistic pc fps's. in other words I DONT LIKE IT. but since there here to stay,,, i think they ought to make a button that makes it so the ct can like link there sheilds together so it would be like a wall. but to make it a little bit more fair it would take a while for the to unlink and while they were linked they couldnt like turn around so you would have a process like planting the bomb to unlink em. it would be rather kewl. but they need to think of an equvilant for the t's. but oh well. ok im done S.S.

wb swoop. S.S.

you know i just thought of something. you know everyone is always saying that we cant be perfect? well in effect we can.... hear me out here. ok God says in the Bible that "if we confess our sins He is faithfull and just to forgive us our sins..." in another place it also says that "He will remeber them no more" in another it says that "He will put them as far as the east is from the west." now how could God forget something?? He cant forget. but He can choose not to remeber... therefore if He chooses not to remeber our sins... then our confession to Him is a VER VERY big thing because if he remembers our sin no more that means taht in His site (the only sight that matters.) we are perfect. because when we confess our sin. He remembers them no more and suddenly we have a clean slate... we are perfect until we sin again and then we have to come back and confess and forsake again. but wow that thought just blew me away that in the sight of an all mighty all knowing allpowerful God i can be blameless. WOWZERZ S.S.

hey im just going to throw this out there cause it blows my mind.. ok you know how God said that if we repent of our sins He is faithful and jsut to forgive us our sins and to clense us from all unrighteousness? well have you ever thought about that in light of the fact that he is omnipotent? i mean he looks back at my life and sees all the times i have fallen for this one temptation and still when i come and ask forgivness he forgives me and then remebers it no more. but when i come to ask for forgivness for a sin. he dosnt just see that ive done it over and over in the past... he also sees that i will do it over and over again in the future. but still even tho he knows i will do it again next weak he still pats me on the head and says "hey its all right.. i forgive you." thats blows my mind that he could fogive me for a sin thaat he knows i will fall too so very soon after he forgave me. just how mercifull is the God we serve? on another note. yes i do doubt my salvation at times and and sometimes even doubt that theres a God. because i think well how could i be doing this sin that im doing and still have the mercy of God waiting just waiting for me to repent so He can bless me again?? but i just have to come back to the scripture where He said "but as many as will receive Him to them gave he power to become the sons of God even to them that beleive on his name." no what?? im NOt good enough for that. im NOT deserving of that in the least. but to doubt that im saved is not doubting that im good enough to be saved it is in effect doubting that Christs blood is not good enough to keep me saved. im not worthy but my debt has been paid bye the only One who is worthy. and whenever i run into a person that thinks they can lose there salvation. i simply ask them... so you think you can do somethign bad enough to nullify the sacrifice of Christ??? the blood of Christ??? taht annoys me that people are so proud that they think they can actually do something to make Calvary of non-effect. its the same with people who add works to there salvation, people that say well yes you do have to call on God to be saved BUT you also have to do this to be saved. such as baptism. (not saying baptism isnt right. just that you dont HAVE to be baptized to be saved.) bye saying that people are indulging themselves in the worst type of pride possible in saying that there is something they can do that Christ couldnt on calvary. ok ok i know im getting way off subject here but ill stop now. S.S.

my opinion is . Why fix something thats not broke????? 1.5 was the best game i have ever played and i loved it. but now they tried to improve it and completely ruined the game for me. oh well ill get over it.... S.S.

soo what do you guys think of the new cs? good? better then the old? horible? i personnaly go for the last one. i cant belive they did this and ruined a perfectly good game. oh well. S.S.

thx for all the input guys. but right now i dont really feel like "playing the game" or "baiting my hook" or anything like that. right now i dont really care. if a girl likes me then guess what.... she can come get me. cause im not going to put forth one ounce of energy any more to get a girl. im sick of the stupid games they play. like playing hard to get and all that crap. know what? a girl should have to put just as much effort forth to produce a relationship as a guy should. not saying thats ever going to happen but it should. right now im thinking about joining the military or something and just leaving all this crap behind. im soo sick of the routine of find a girl ... get dumped. and you know what? as to that whole "you have to dress nice and have a nice car and have money to pick up a chick thing" if a girl wont even look at me cause i drive a mini van. then she isnt the type of girl i want any way. and since im not going to have sex until i get married what would be the point of "picking" up that kind of chick cause it would never go farther then a one night stand. i agree with the dressing nice tho. im very picky about what i wear. simply because i like to look good. there is something about a good looking outfit that will brighten your day cause you know that people notice that you try to look good. back to the car thing. ok outside of a one night stand why would you want a girl that is shallow enough to look at you strictly cause you drive a nice car. i call my van my "chick tester" if a girl will like me even tho i drive a van, then maybe she acutally likes me for me and is worth something. if not then she isnt worth diddly squat. oh and btw i talked to a girl that ive known for a long time and got even more depressed cause i found out that the entire time i was trying to get my former x-gf to quit being such a jerk this girl liked me the whole time and would have gone out with me. but i was too tide up with my gf at the time who turned out to be a tramp. taht i misseed the opertunity and shes engaged now. when i found all that out i felt like beating my head against a wall. but oh well the past is htat past and there isnt anything i can do about it now except try to leran from it and not do it again. i really know how to pick the ones that end up to be nothing but a giant heartbreak dont i oh and btw from the description that heartless gave aboiut herself with her boy friend i just want you to know girl that if your taking aplications for a new bf put my name at the top of the list jk jk ok i think thats all soooo buh bye now Phillip N Elliott

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hey guys guess what im doing in october...... going to a US special forces training camp.... a friend of mine has been special forces for like 30 years and now hes retired and teaches this camp for em.. it is the final test for em before they go into active duty. AND HE GOT ME IN. im going to go as a civilian but when i get there ill have the rank of a private. ill get to go on "missions" and everything. hes going to get me a uniform and an AK. it will be loaded with blanks of course but stilll a reall ak. once your inside this town its total role playing. if you get "shot" your dead for the day and have to go back to camp. my frined is the leader of the "gorrilas" that hold the town and the guys from special forces come in and have to take the town from him.. if the gorillas need "money" they drive thru town and "pop" a drug dealer and take his wad. it sounds completely AWSOME. 2 weaks of blowing peeps away with an ak what could be better right????? its the real deal too its really special forces and all that. i CANT WAIT.... i dont care if i lose my job or not im going this is a once in a life time opertunity. ill be taking a camera and maybe my video camera sooo there will be lots of pics posted once i get back... im sure you guys are just about green with envy right now but oh well im really excited if you cant tell. ok i think thats all. if you have any questions about it feel free to post em. S.S.

if he didnt give you a breath alizer test then he has no evidence at all that you were drunk on the night in question soooo if you fight it they cant prove you wrong. heck you could say you wernt drunk at all and since they have no evidence it would be your word against theres. go for it. if i didnt have to work i would drive there and be your lawyer and fight it for you ok laterz all S.S.

hey im totally with ya cowboy...... my dream is to find a nice mountain somwhere that no one ever goes within 200 miles of and build a cabin on the top of it and live out the rest of my life with the only connection to the outside world being when i mail out my books i write to the publishers (anonomasly of course) <---- didnt spell that right.... and i feel that way right now especially. if you are curious why then look at my latest post in "The lives we lead" ok thats all i have to say about that. goodnight and God bless. the hermit, S.S.

well about 2 weeks ago the girl i liked and that i thought liked me said she wanted to be "just friends" a week later she is flirting with another one of my friends that lives in upper michigan and was down for a visit. then today i was talking to the girls best friend and she told me taht the reason she wanted to be just friends all the sudden was cause she liked another guy. well come to find out i know the guy and he is a complete LOSER and his parents sent him to a reform school cause he was into drugs and all kinds of other stuff. now im just depressed cause i got dumped for a kid that lives about 15 hours away and is a total idiot. what does that make me if she would choose this lame excuse for a human aver me.. not much i guess, oh well who cares. just felt like venting. ps why do girls do that???? they ignore the one guy that would have done anything for them and woulda loved them till the day they die, and they go after some loser who has a one night stand every night. it really dosnt make sence to me. but hey who cares. if she is stupid enough to go after him then whe isnt worth having anyway,,,,,,, it still hurts tho. im sure yall wanted to know this but hey i felt like venting and this is as good a place as any to do it soooo there. S.S.

congrats heartless. have you thought up any names yet?? wow that is sooooo kewl. so when she gets old enough are you going to let her come to the forums and meet all us weirdos? (another little heartless running around) oh well thats all i gots to say about that soooooo cheerio mate. good luck and all that . S.S.

ok i got to looking back on some of our old topics and thought this one was worthy enough to have a second go at life. soooo here goes..... name that band. all the vampires are walking thru the valley move west down ventura avenue all the bad boys are standin in the shadows and the good girls are home with broken hearts S.S.

ok im thinking about changing my name (in the forums and counterstrike not in real life) cause Shadow Slayer seems to be getting kinda old plus i see a lot of knock offs of it floating around now. so the question for you is first should i change it? second, what should i change it too if i do change it? any suggestions? S.S.

well im loved first and foremost bye God as are everyone of you. also by my family. beyond that i really dont know. im sure that there are more girls that hate me then like me tho so thats kinda discouraging. but oh well ill live S.S.

Also, about pressing charges for rape.. someone please answer me a question... the law in CT is that if a child (thats the way the law puts it.) under the age of 16 has intercourse inwhich the actor is over 2 years older its rape. Class B Felony. Minimum 9 months in jail, unable to be suspended or reduced by the court. Please answer me these questions... My boyfriend is 2 years 6 months and 3 days older then me, but socially, we are the same age. He was a senior in highschool while i was a sophomore, this happens ALL the time. How can a law be put on this? Can they honestly expect kids who are only 2 years and blah blah months apart to get to the point of sex and go "oh wait no, this is illegal" come on. Also, i read up on why this law was put into place. To prevent teenage pregnancy (well too late) and young mothers on welfare.... well if my boyfriend goes to jail the only way I can keep my baby is if i go on welfare.. isn't this against the point?! Another intresting piece of information.. Connecticut is the only state in which if the parents do not press charges and know about it, they can get arrested as well. I guess I chose the wrong state huh? wow heartless darling you sure do get quoted a lot ok well i was just reading you earlier post and i have a very strong opinion about those laws........ the only two reasons that the united states goverment was founded was to 1. defend the people living there from outside invasion and 2. to protect the peoples rights. in my opinion our goverment has far exceeded the boundaries placed upon it by the founding fathers. in other words they are meddeling in things that are absolutely none of there buisiness now some things are good. such as welfare for unwed moms and so on but on the other hand you have the goverment regulating how parents discipline there own kids in there own homes. (just an example) i know that the goverment is not going to get anything but more restrictive as time goes on but it does slightly tick me off. most people dont agree with this but hey its my opinion and im the moderator so BUG OFF ok theres my 2 cents worth. thats what i think you can think whatever you like. whatever S.S.

ok ok ok im back. sorry i havnt been keeping a close enough eye on this forum ive been very busy lately and just havnt had time but i will make time from now on. S.S.

well actually no the 17 year old is not my wife and no the kids not mine. (immaculate conception comes to mind) (im a virgin for those of you who dont know) but yah she is just a very good friend of mine who i have helped thru some tough times and have been quite embaressed at times cause she handels things every day that i dont think i could ever go thru. you know its funny just when you think that the things you are going thru are soooo bad that nobody could have it worse then you and you start feeling sorry for yourself somone comes into your life that has it 100 times worse then you and are doing better at handeling it then you are, it always put things into perspective. ok im done. S.S.

ok ok ok hot off the ummmmm film machine i have a new pic of me............ it was taken bye my broter who is the one who was quite famous there for a little bit and me and greg posted up articles about him well we were at the indianapolis childre=ns museum with greg and my sis and his kids and me and my brother joel went into the mirror maze and he got some pretty kewl pics, this one he had to bounce off of 6 mirrors to get soooooo here it isssssssssss me in living color. http://www.geocities.com/philip_e15/pictureofme.jpg please copy and paste the link if you want to see it

yep i'm pretty good at procrastnation too, it's slightly sad really, i'm 20 years old and have no idea what i want to do with my life. I am going to go to college but can't decide what for, my life is just dragging right now. oh well. very bored S.S.