Tyranus

If you buy a 9mil just go buy a pelet gun they are cheaper. Unless your soul purpose is for target practice your waisting your money. I thought you wanted both for shooting and to have at home. If so nothing less than a .38 however I recomend at least .40.

I know you said you had a price cap. Glock is the only way to go. The wieght is perfect for any user. They have a .40 I recomend the .45 though. I have always been a 1911 type guy however this gun is amazing. http://www.glock.com/english/index_pistols.htm They all come with a lockable case. They can be dropped and will not fire. They are virtually rust proof. The reinforced metal bound to plastic has been tested to withstand being dropped from an airplane and still being usable. I have done research online and this pistol is on every top 10 list for all weapons I have read. Its a little expensive though because the high demand for them. They also have dif sizes for smaller hands if you look on the website Preacher you nancy I can't see any reason 4 a 9 mil other than a target gun. That baretta I had overseas was a piece of crap. The g22 .40 holds 15 rounds. The g21 .45 Auto holds 13 rounds If I couldnt afford one the only other route I would even spend my money on is good old S&W made in America proven for years.

Here is a list of who is comming so far. I remind you nubs in cinci its only 2 and a half hours drive Paid: [VI] fanboy [VI] Kemo Sabe [VI] kovah [VI] Tyranus [VI] Dweezil [VI] Preacher [VI] Spatuladogg [VI] Lex Diamonds [VI] Hailfire [VI] AST_Racer Soldat Zero Damage Happytime Harry For sure: [VI] Swoop [VI] Slaphappy [VI] Jipper [VI] eb0 Eb0's girl [VI] Teflon Don [VI] Bartertown [VI] Titan [VI] Shadowfire Betieskid Maybe: [VI] PftKev [VI] Mookie [VI] Max Killjoy [VI] White Knight [VI] Train [VI] Jaksiel Sec.x-Chester Mr.Duke.gc Drunk Monk

You think its bad in here go in the server. He has coined the phrase "you have ben zanned" I wish everyone would ignore and not encourage it. Wrong message to send to noobs. Hes friendly tho.

Grab him and force him to play the other side

This is my biggest pet peve. Its a community. Where we encourage team play. If you dont wanna rush fine. However dont discourage team play. k thanks come again.

Hey dark have you heard the song "Breath you in" by Thousand foot Krutch. Its on my myspace as the default song. Its how i have felt about this today. Its funny how a song can spreak so clearly sometimes. you probably know this being the music buff that you are. Im gonna put the lyrics in here. "Breathe You In" Taking hold, breaking in The pressures on, need to circulate Mesmerized and taken in Moving slow, so it resonates It's time to rest, not to sleep away My thoughts alone, try to complicate I'll do my best, to seek you out And be myself, and not impersonate [Chorus:] I tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in I want to breathe you in I'm going in, so cover me Your compass will, help me turn the page The laughing stock, I'll never be Because I won't let them take me [Chorus] Took awhile to see all the love that's around me Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known And it's you I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to, I want to I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I want to breathe; I want to, I want to Wanna breathe I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in I wanna breathe I can really relate to this song these days. Feeling like your being laughed at because of who you are. Not who you decided to be, but who you really are. When things don't go my way I sometimes like to try and make them go my way. It doesn't work. It's the whole square peg in a round hole thing. Try as you may it's not going to fit. There are things in your life sometimes that you know should fit. You look at the peg and the hole and think to yourself "wow this was a match made in heaven. If it's not the right time it's not going to go. The more you push the more you disfigure what it was supposed to be. Take it from me all that causes is delay and heart ache. here is a link to it the way is sung is just great you have to hear it for yourself. www.myspace.com/vi_tyranus

The whole point is what he wrote down is all you know you dont have time for recon to get the info you desire. 20 min. The simple answer to this question is leave. Even on foot 20 min is 20 min. Now if there is some circumstance that keeps me in my home. The object would be not to let more than one of them touch you at a time. So you will need a pinch point. Stairs would be good for this. 20 min is plenty of time to pille tings by the top of the stairs to trow at them and do harm. You could boil 4 pots of watter or super heat oil. If your fast enough the kids will be more busy pulling bodies out of the way to get to you than being able to do anything else. Grab the silverware draw and put it up there 2. While they are pulling bodies out of the way throw forks and knives. If you have one of those sinks you could hook a hose up too run a hose from the bathroom to the stairs should only take like 10 seconds to turn the setting on the water heater all the way up. Spray their little faces. Most will go crying home to mom. They are 12 so second degree burns are gonna break their will. If you dont have a stair case. Get on the roof. Kick their faces when they try and get up their 10 foot falls are not going to be part of their fragile bodies Idea of a good time. I mean kick it hard so the pain of the kick is worse than the breaking of the ribs before they hit the ground. Man this was fun anyone need baby sitting this weekend?

I think something has changed in me. I dont want the pain of it anymore. Most probably went through this years ago. I was at a party last night. I saw a girl as a target. The first time in my life I didnt care about her feelings. I am not proud of this but I tried to get her drunk. She didnt need any help actually. I was not attracted to her that much. Its kinda hard to say this. I was just bored. I was tired of being the one on the recieveing end. We went for breakfast. She talked and talked. We made out when I went to drop her off. I tried to get upstairs without any luck. She made it clear it could happen at a latter time. Its sad i dont care if i see her again. Almost like I am putting people on a shelf now for use as my own entertainment. This is not who i am. However its how i am acting. is there a middle groud between not wanting to be used and doing the using. If so could someone write the formula down?

259. Slowly but since my goal was to not gain my original 15 that i gain every winter losing is above and beyond.

i just realized I can use my phone duh.

I dont even want to date. I just had this thought that if i didnt put myself out there I would go 9 more years without meeting anyone. I could care less if I am alone. Hell I did 2 tours in Afghanistan alone I think ill make it through the easy part of life. I just dont want to get caught playing cs for the next 9 years when I could have been meeting people and maybe have a few good experiences. And NOFX I dont think women know what they want. I think if you were the way she wanted she would want something else. I see all these stupid profiles online. They say i would like a bad boy that knows how to treat a lady. Helloooooo bad boys are not gonna know how to treat a woman. Then they are like I want him to be rough but know how to be sensitive too. LMAO Women are crazy.

I am back up to 261. It fluxs right? Confused

Can we lose all the XT guys before this is over especially Black the traitor

The longer I go i grow more and more content. Thats whats scary.

The most horrifying topic to ever write about is dating. So what if I exaggerate a little. Dating is work. When I was younger it was exciting and fun. This possible could be the problem. Maybe I just have not met anyone that’s fun or excites me anymore. The thing is that ever since I can remember I have been the most romantic person I know. I used to sit in Home Economics class next to Brandi Lingo. The blond girl in our class that seemed to have everything going for her. She dated the butt hole son of the wrestling coach Brian ward. I would sit there and stare at her then go into a coma thinking about how they would be on a picnic out behind the baseball and football field. He would try and get fresh with her and I would happen to be walking by and kick his butt. Then of course she would fall in love with me. Problem was that was the dream world I lived in. Do not get me wrong that guy was in there somewhere he was just underdeveloped. It would have probably went more like this at the time. Me saying “hey man knock it off†then standing there while he beat the crap out of me. I have always took high interest in the girls I was infatuated with. I would silently learn everything about them. It wasn’t in a stalker kind of way. It was more of a found it fascinating kind of way. I would learn what they like to order when we all go out to Taco bell or Wendy’s. The problem I have found with this side of me is that it was rare that I would get a chance to let it out in a healthy manor. I would say one time in my 30 years have I had a chance to be free with who I was without any walls. Her name was Aimee. I say was not because she is dead but because I really do not know anything about her anymore. I met her in my second attempt at Bible College. She was that girl all the guys were talking about. “Have you seen the new Red head?†one guy said. I had not yet seen her. Then immediately she came walking up the side walk. I thought she was pretty. I thought she was kind of skinny at first. This was the kind of girl that I would see and think to myself “like this girl would ever notice youâ€Â. The next day she grabbed my hand in my buddies apartment and the rest was history burned in the back of my mind until I have another erase it. At least I hope for that. We would go up to the hill and dance to the music my Jeep would play with its top down. Roll in the tall grass and kiss. On one occasion we were both late for practice. I had basketball and she had dance. We both walked into the gym. One of the girls quickly ran over and started pulling the grass out of her hair so that no one would see. The guys gave me thumbs up and high fives. I would say she was my first and only love. Some say those memories never go away. I hope they are wrong. Like all great relationships there comes an end or a new chapter. Mine came to an end. I was the cause of this end. I was 23 and she was 18. She was more mature than I was. I was confused about feelings I had for another friend and was dumb enough to be honest about them. It just so happened that friend ended up her roommate. After the break up I was devastated. I disappeared for 3 days and drank in a hotel room. Weird thing is it turned out to be the same hotel room that Cho kid from Virginia Tech stayed in before the massacre. Maybe someone should burn that horrible place to the ground if they have not already. I think I had another shot at Aimee after the war. For some reason I was blind to it. I was still struggling with liking the same girl and was dumb enough the second time to talk about it to her. She tried to tell me what I should do in a very blunt manor. I was not in a mental state after freshly returning from war to be told anything. I yelled at her over the phone and sent her a very unforgiving email. We have not spoken since. Some days it bothers me and some it makes me realize what a great person she is and that by doing what she did helped me realize some personal things about myself. As I write this she is engaged and to no one’s amazement I am not invited. I wish her the best she’s a great woman and deserves a great man. Since then ,which was seven years ago, I have dated 2 people that have lasted more than 2 dates and 4 people that were like one or 2 dates. One of them I liked enough for the break off to hurt my feelings. Dating seems so dumb sometimes. You both come to the table with all these walls and scars to see if your scars actually match theirs’. In my recent experience it never ends good. I wonder sometimes if it is me. One girl wanted me to not tell anyone what we do or talk to any of our mutual friends about it. Then freaked out when I did. It is not like we are on a treasure hunt darling get over it. This most recent one acted like she was having a good time then pulled the “I am extremely tired can we get lunch tomorrow?â€Â. Then actually answered the phone when I was supposed to call and told me she wasn’t getting out of bed. I extended her that option, but still I thought it was kind of rude. Lots of people say I am trying too hard and it will happen when you least expect it. I had 5 dates in seven years is trying to hard then the wait in my opinion is not worth it. To set the record straight other than the fact that I believe God has a plan for my life at 30 I am pretty used to being alone. I wonder if those people have ever known what it is like as a man to not be needed or wanted for 7 years. It starts to mess with your core. I am tired at this point and want to just continue what I have been doing the last 4 months. I have focusing a lot on me. Getting my bills strait, getting my health strait, and getting my house in order. Focusing on the Lord a little more than I have been. You know priorities. I have found a lot of joy in this. I fear and know I shouldn’t that I have missed out on my passionate years. I have so much to give and no one to unleash it on. Writing it out on paper is about all I have.

256 YAY! but I think the body floats back and forth on 5 lbs so we will see.

I need 2 weeks I don't have a camera. I aint scerd to show ma sexi bodi!

I started slim fast about a month ago so is that cheating havnt lost anything yet. However I usually gain 15 in the winter. So my goal was to stop that. Now i guess for money ill have to up my cardio

Is it too late? 260/220/40 Ill pay! the entry fee

Then you better have all the AWP hookers sign up. Anyway I am by no means the biggest myspace fan but companys have already made pages its free advertisment plain and simple.

I cant stream while I am at work. I go back home tues I will check it out then.

I was playing. I like words the sounds that go to em are not that important too me as long as its not Polka! that stuff is like fatty rubbing baby oil all over his spedo adorned body on the diving board at the local pool. TYR FTW

Was a song that helped me get through my deployment and friends death.....I dont know about little girls but ok top that

If Gc wanted a page i wouldnt mind playing with one for Frag Fest.