A few months ago, I found myself very unhappy. I decided it was time for a change. So I left my ex-girlfriend to deal with some problems I was having. Mostly it was drinking and going to the bar. Well, I started seeing someone I worked with, and she started seeing someone also. Well, at first things where great on my end. But everything started falling apart. She constantly hurt my feelings, and was always rushing me into relationship decisions... and even tried to get me to marry her. Well, I found myself wanting my ex back.... because I realised that I really did love her, and she was who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I even talked to her about it, but she said she doesn't love me and doesn't want to be with me anymore. And I don't know what to do. Im so confused... She actually let me come see her tonight... and that in itself, I hoped it would spark some kind of reaction... and I was hoping it would make her realise that she loved me too... but all i got was silence and she started at the ground while I cried and poured my heart out. I dunno anymore....