Angry, broken, hurt, frustrated, annoyed, tinkled, furious, livid, sad, sure those are some of the emotions i'm feeling right now, but that's just the tip of the iceberg of my emotional state right at this moment.
Does not sound like a good time. Sry to hear you are having a rough time of it. Just remember that you are ultimately in control of how you react to, and process, external information. Don't let external forces dictate your mood and you will be a much happier person. Or so they tell me. lol