UnderCover February 24, 2007 Share UnderCover Member February 24, 2007 This is probably not the right place for this but, reading some of these just made me miss my daughter so much. I just wish you guys could have got to know my daughter. My daughter Kelly was 17 years old when she passed away July 14th 2004. She was a very good CS player and we had many good times playing CS together. We were part of a good Clan and community CSE and we always had great times. I miss her so much and wish every day that I could wake up and it would only be a bad dream. I know I don’t say much when I game but honestly I lost so much of my heart when she passed away that it is hard, and I mainly play now to help remember all the good times we had together playing CS. Not too long after Kelly passed away CSE struggled and we stopped having a server. It was at that time I started playing on GC and seen a good group of people. Please know that I appreciate all of you more than you can possibly imagine even though most nights I say little or nothing. Thanks for helping me with the huge void that I can never fill. Sincerely, UnderCover Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrDuke February 24, 2007 Share MrDuke Member February 24, 2007 UC, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine the pain and grief you feel, but I feel you're in the right place (GC). There are plenty of shoulders to lean on in here, mine being one of them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
auggybendoggy March 18, 2007 Share auggybendoggy Member March 18, 2007 undercover, sorry it took so long to find your post. Brother, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. My heart only aches as for the loss of a child. Mr. Duke and I have had some dear conversations here at GC concerning such fears. I have a 3 year old and though her problem was minor (soft pallet) her surgery was HORENDOUS and I fead we might lose her due to lack of eating (like near 2 weeks w/o a bite). She has since done well but my heart still feels the pain of remembering. I have not been on playing as my video card is soooo slow and my processor is aged I get like 6 fps a sec : ) But please know that my heart and prayer is with you and your family. I would encourage you by letting you know that God loves your daughter even more than yourself so don't be afraid. God is good and wonderful and your daughter is in good hands. The other good news is that God loves you too every bit as much. God Bless and hopefully I'll get a upgrade soon to my aging system and see you in the servers. Sincerely, Auggy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bewildered May 15, 2007 Share Bewildered Member May 15, 2007 I held you close to meOnce in a distant dream Far from the shores of my fear I sailed on this ocean Where all I imagined could happen And now you are here It's so hard to touch what is out of our hands To know and to trust what the heart understands [Chorus:] Only the ones who believe Ever see what they dream Ever dream what comes true Life gives us magic And life brings us tragedy Everyone suffers some loss Still we have faith in it Childlike hope There's a reason that outweighs the cost And gravity throws all these rules in our way And sometimes the spirit refuses to play [Chorus] Oh Love Turn me around in your arms And in this dream we share Let us not miss one kiss And add my regrets to the tears in the rain That's what the color of roses contain [Chorus] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fatty December 7, 2007 Share Fatty GC Founder December 7, 2007 Wow, I never saw this. I'm sorry brother. I hope that more and more peace comes to you and your family as time passes. I can't pretend to understand, but I can only say that your post shows your strength, and I admire that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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