Keralis

Sorry to hear that you're having a divorce, my parents were in one and it was very upsetting(now you know why I was depressed when I was younger) You're pretty much spot on. I feel like there's a empty hole in my life even though it seems so perfect right now.

colonies

drunk

Are you saying I haven't hit puberty? Meanie XD

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French

A little more detailed than I would like

Thanks a lot for the advice. I talked to my brother who is a psychology major and he says that I'm just experiencing a "mid-life crisis" at a younger age.

Ice

Hey Don't know where to put this, so I'm going to put it here. Judging by the title, you probably already know what this is about. I'll be honest, when I am online, the way I act is generally happy and light-hearted. While I am in the most part actually happy and light-hearted, there are a few times where I've been pretty upset and basically covering it up with a "character" I'm not always just happy and light-hearted, and sometimes I do actually take things seriously, even though it may not seem like it. I cover a lot of things up with laughter and jokes, mainly because I don't want others to catch my sadness. Now before you say it, no I am not suicidal. I really have nothing to gain through suicide. There was an extremely dark period when I was younger where I was really depressed and sad, but even then I wasn't suicidal. Now you're probably wondering why I am depressed in the first place, because I have nothing to be depressed about. I have an amazing life; I come from a loving family, I have no problem making friends, and I was accepted into my dream university. So why am I depressed... I have no idea, that's what. If I was just depressed, and I knew why, I wouldn't just put it out here. There have just been really, really, stupid small things that just sometimes make me super depressed. For example, I was making tea one day and I spilled a little, and I just felt really depressed. Like incredibly trivial things are just making me feel like crap. I had a dream about dropping a plate on the ground, and when I woke up, I started crying. I don't know what the hell is going on with my brain. Sometimes I just feel my life will be trivial to the overall existence of the universe even if I grow up to lead a happy life. To be fair, I'm not always sad. In fact, I'd say 90% of the time I am happy (or at least neutral). I just have no idea why I'm just getting random outbreaks of sadness for such trivial reasons... I just want to know if any of you guys are experiencing these weird things, or if I should go see a psychiatrist.

OR People like me stopped playing because winter break was over

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It will all come together soon, my friend...

That looks AMAZING!!!!

Oh don't worry. I'm silver 4 XD I don't really care about rank, I just want to play some 5v5

It's not the fact his internet is crap, is it?

You're not actually 95, are you... Just making sure

Why? :C

So I'm going to make this thread because no one has made one yet. Comment below if you want to do some competitive matchmaking. Pretty much just comment your steam id and when you'll be online and we'll add you to our friends list. Happy shooting!

I've been smoking some e-cigs lately (the ones with 0 nicotine) and I feel they really calm me down. They help me concentrate with my work and they're pretty cheap too (I spend 5 dollars every 3 months maybe to get a cartridge filled). I'm just scared that if I continue this, I'll start smoking for real, which I've never done before.You're joking right? I used to smoke both and there is nothing common between them, except you put them in your mouth.Don't smoke anything. Take my word, there is nothing to gain through smoking. You know what, do whatever you want. Are you sure? They have no nicotine in it. It's just basically vapour and fruit flavouring. I'm not addicted either, I only smoke them when I'm studying or something like that. I haven't smoked one since the new year. I was talking about actual cigarettes. E-cigs are just a bad habit, which is also don't benefit you at all, you spent money that you can invest in something more productive.I've never actually smoked a real cigarette, I used to be a huge pothead when I was younger (we wouldn't get arrested if you were found with pot in Switzerland, only fined about 110 usd). I generally don't smoke now unless I'm at a party or something, knowing that American laws are stricter about this. So, I guess my new years resolution is to stop smoking in general (but you know, Colorado has legalised it...)