Duke....I have no wife or children. I have absolutely no idea what your going through. All I have are my prayers & my tears. I have been praying for Danielle everyday. Have faith buddy! This is the only thing I could come up with Duke, I hope it helps.
Matthew 14:30-31 (New International Version)
Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. 30 But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, "Lord, save me!"
31 Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?"
Your trial is not over becuase the Lord is not finished fighting the battles at your back! Hold tight buddy!!! P.K.