Hi Bubblegum,
Sorry to hear about your loss. As difficult as it is to do, you must have faith that things happen for a reason. Some day that reason will become clear. In the meantime know that as each day passes things change and in time you will accept the loss of your friend, hard as that is to do. Tomorrow is a different day and mostly a better one.
Prayers have been sent.
Shed a tear and remember that he will always live on the hearts of those who loved him.