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Think what's this is doing to Cranky and I. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> poor old people... remind us to put you in nice places when you finally snap =) i wish i could get to colledge sooner im 19 and not getting any smarter. i just dont have any idea where to get started.. but i suppose my lack of progress is my fault and mine alone.. dont take knowledge forgranted.

ive been slinking around the edges of gc for a little while now. im currently away from my primary obcession with cs:s but ill be back.. this post isnt really about much but ive got a little story to tell. ive been gone for a few weeks and will be out of the lineup for a few more.. im trying to get some things in my life in order.. but in general i just miss playing cs dusk to dawn. to know me in person im not what i would look as im sure many are not. im just a talentless person walking around this rock in space we all call home. not real great at anything. the only thing i have pride in mentioning is that i am a mostly happy person dispite a life that would say otherwise. anywho recently a far away friend came unto despirate times and their situation was deteriorating rapidly.. so i ended up clearing some room and driving the 24 hour trip across the country to southern florida on this rescue mission. after staying for a day to rest i came back with my friend. this friend and i had feelings for eachother for a very long time a few years at least.. and having always been distracted on one side or another this long distance friendship saw both of us through partners on either side. some good some bad.. now trying to get things in order there is so much choas on my mind ive little time to play.. one other friend who lived with me just up and disappeared one night and they hadnt talked to me in a while.. sometimes its sad when someone you care about makes it feel like it burdens them to acknowledge your existance. any hello unto me was dragged out as if it were a fly whom wouldnt deture from your ear... i hope i get to come back to cs soon and when i am not too busy trying to get my scrapheap of a happy life off the runway i would like to join gc because frankly its my only haven from the world around me and the mind grinding down my bones with obligations i have. things are good now but everything is out of order.. once i get things back on track and patch a few more holes i do beleave this ship might get under way again.. till then happy fraggin everyone. sorry to waste your time but there isnt much to speak to openly in my small world. =P gl and happy headshots till i come back..

aye to that kilz. i will try and help out a team in a rut if i am doing good .. or i stay on the team i start on and corrupt and distract them with my gabbing....

ya, go frank! sorry about your car. give it a hug! that works!

this is one of the most depressing threads ive ever read... =( man we should start a lan called anti fragfest and hold it when its conveinient for all of us who miss it... lol that would be funn... but still im not at fragfest now.. and i wont be later.... so blah.. =(

see what happens when i dont play cs for a day!? THE WORLD GOES INTO CHAOS!!!!!! AHHHHHHAHAHAHHAA..... ehem... ya...

cs:s cafe style eh? sounds terrible.. lol.. seeing as how all people with a {ulx} tag are in a cafe somewhere lol. are they not annoying?

i knew that the pope must have evil cousins!

of coarse the midwest+css will pwn... what else is there to do in the midwest? stare at the sky? twiddle your thumbs?

hooray for shelter! very nice. your landscaping pwns lol

hey decoy... <3<3<3... =) trade ya..... please??? PLEASE!!!!!! you know you would love driving my beat up astro van... its got multi colored panels from my ghetto repairs.. you know youd love it lol. and old?! ive never even owned a car less than 10 years old.. well.. it could be that im poor lol. either way very nice car i hope you enjoy it

NOOOO whos going to kill me all day if your gone? certainly you cant leave it all to pavid and kilz.... =( brb lemme get shock paddles off of ebay... I'LL MAKE YOU LIVE!!!!!

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heh cheers to that

happy fetus gone baby to you shaz. lol wet nurse.

::staying true to what kilz said:: comon anony, you want the bush outside or the toilet?

the boss (mr. bruce)