Yeah that sucks. I was like that for about 10 years. With a growing family it was really tough. We had to keep moving around because work dried up or we were unable to pay the rent. There were some really bad times, but hopefully thats all behind us now. I've bought a home, make a real wage, and I'm a critical peice to a corporate puzzle. But even if it all gos to crap again, as long as I have my family I'll be happy. Money is so transitory, it comes and gos. Family is forever. If I had to choose between a billion dollars and my sons smile, the smile will win everytime.
Shaftiel