I don't have anything against you nor am I fully supporting your endeavor to get back into this server. Is just your attitude has been fimsly, you rush far too many times and within this apology, you're still kind of insulting the person who reported you.
Remember that first time you got permanent ban by Maestro for rushing and having bad attitude? At the last post made by crasx "next time the ban will stay in place. Please be conscious of your play on the server as this was your third ban". Now you're sitting on top of 6 bans and three of them were permanent ones! Honestly, you gotten more saving graces than a cat with nine lives and yet I don't see you changing any time soon.