Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT November 23, 2002 Share Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT Guests November 23, 2002 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccbbbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnniaaaaaaaaaaap oooooooookwwwwwwwwwwwwwhjaoidjawdkjdndWowthisiswierdhhdbnwjbdidbaibwodyhdnlbldoil BRrbifljnd I wrote something in their..can any1 find it?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 23, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 23, 2002 u wrote "wow this is weird" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 23, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 23, 2002 Wowthisiswierd However, you spelled weird wrong... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ak2786 November 23, 2002 Share Ak2786 Member November 23, 2002 Has silver bullet made one post where he has spelled every word correctly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT November 23, 2002 Share Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT Guests November 23, 2002 Yes ak I have,This is it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ak2786 November 23, 2002 Share Ak2786 Member November 23, 2002 This should not be capitalized, and there should be a space between the comma and this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 23, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 23, 2002 Yes ak I have,This is it Just post "Yes." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 23, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 23, 2002 I read a note that my grandma wrote back in 1943... Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me. He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long long time go, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your grandma so. We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together... Get married in the first town we came to and live forever. But, nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead I found this letter and this is what it said... If you get there before I do, Don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through. I don't know how long I'll be. But, I'm not going to let you down, Darling, wait and see. And between now and then, Til I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, Me" I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away, In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray. I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years, But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears. "If you get there before I do, Don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through. I don't know how long I'll be. But, I'm not going to let you down, Darling, wait and see. And between now and then, Til I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, Me" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 23, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 23, 2002 awww thats so cute.. im gonna cry. I wish I could find love like that but for some reason it just doesn't happen for me like that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT November 24, 2002 Share Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT Guests November 24, 2002 Yes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said "There's some one you should meet." At a crouded restaurant, way across town, he waited impatiently. She walked in, their eyes met and they both stared. Right there and then, everyone else disappeared but one boy and one girl... two hearts beating wildly. To put it mildly, it was love at first sight. He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away that this was the day they'd waited for all their lives. For a moment, the whole world revolved around one boy and one girl... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 24, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 24, 2002 something horrible happened tonight... actually a lot of things horrible happened tonight... i went to a concert and my friend who was gonna go with me blew me off then i saw alonie there, he was hanging out with 6 drunk girls... he made out with one of them and all my feelings for him came rushing back and i started crying and i got really depressed and i was planning my suicide right there and then. Then i got really hot and tired and I passed out in the bathroom then puked everywhere.. about an hour later my dad was late picking me up from the concert so i was FREEZING and i couldn't walk cause my donkey was so cold from sitting on the ground waiting for him for an hour.. and finally on the way home we got into an accident. Aparently I hadn't buckled my seatbelt right and it didn't click when i put the little metal thing in the other part so my seatbelt came off when my dad hit the breaks and my stomach and knee hit the dashboard REALLY hard and my head hit the windshield.. ooh and the seatbelt dug into my neck.. the accident was just the perfect ending to a perfect night (sarcasm for all of you that didn't catch that ) So now i can feel the whiplash setting in and I feel like im going to pass out again.. life is just so wonderful isn't it? Wouldn't u just love to be me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 Sorry to hear that You have my condolences. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest UberNewb November 24, 2002 Share Guest UberNewb Guests November 24, 2002 *puts on the cowboy hat* Looks like I have some more work to do... I'll see you tonight, hun. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 24, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 24, 2002 life blows my monkey butt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 TaPe,Nov 15 2002, 06:18 PM]What you've got to do is finish what you've begunI don't know just how, but it's not over til you've won When you see the storm is coming See the lightning part the skies It's too late to run, there's terror in your eyes What you do then is remember this old thing you heard me say... It's the storm, not you, that's bound to blow away Hold on, hold on to some one standing by Hold on, don't even ask how long or why Hold on to what you know is true, Hold on til you get through... just hold on I know there's pain... why do you lock yourself up in these chains? No one can change your life except for you... don't ever let anyone step all over you - just open your heart and mind. Someday, somebody's gonna make you wanna turn around and say "goodbye! " - but til then, are you gonna let them hold you down and make you cry? Don't you know? Things'll change, things'll go your way if you hold on... Hold on... hold strong... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 24, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 24, 2002 im sick of holding on.. im sick of life and im sick of him. I'm screwed up, my parents failed me, I'm worth nothing but a head ache. If I could I'd give up everything just to be able to be happy for one moment. I'll never be happy, no matter what I do nor what people do for me. I can't think back to a time where i was ever truely happy.. sure I was happy about something but the feeling only lasted a couple moments.. then it was back to an even deeper depression.. f*ck everything. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 You can sustain, or are you comfortable with the pain? You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness... you've got yourself into your own mess, letting your worries pass you by. Don't you think it's quite time to cange your mind? I know that there is pain, but hold on... break free from the chains. Are you gonna let them all hold you down and make you cry? Staind Fade I try to breathe, Memories overtaking me. I try to face them but The thought is too much to conceive. I only know that I can change, Everything else just stays the same. So now I step out of the darkness that my life became... 'cause I just needed someone to talk to, You were just to busy with yourself. You were never there for me. To express how I felt, I just stuffed it down. Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade, But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made. So where were you When all this I was going through? You never took the time To ask me just what you could do. I only know that I can change, Everything else just stays the same. So now I step out of the darkness that my life became... 'cause I just needed someone to talk to, You were just to busy with yourself. You were never there for me. To express how I felt, I just stuffed it down. Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade, But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made. I never meant to fade... Away I NEVER MEANT TO FADE I just needed someone to talk to, You were just to busy with yourself. You were never there for me. To express how I felt, I just stuffed it down. Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade, But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made. I try to breathe... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 24, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 24, 2002 TaPe,Nov 24 2002, 04:20 PM]You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness... you've got yourself into your own mess, thats the horrible part.. i know its my own damn fault which makes me even more depressed. I hate knowing that I'm my own worst enemy and everything I'm feeling im bringing upon myself.. and I can't stop it. Maybe because unconciously i don't want to.. but I don't know. I will continue to let other people beat me down and to let myself beat me down. Thats just who I am. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them To you... And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom From you... And I'm eaten alive, by what I hold inside ... All the things that I live with I can't easily hide... And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for... But you... you do. It’s not easy to hide All this damage inside... I'll carry you with me Until I'm not alive. When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly? To you? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with From you... I'm so sick of this place... This taste in my mouth... I can't figure what I'm all about And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for... But you... you do. It’s not easy to hide All this damage inside... I'll carry you with me ‘Til I'm not alive... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 24, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 24, 2002 Why do people waste their time on me? I'm worthless because I wont change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 My dad chased monsters from the dark, He checked underneath my bed. He could lift me with one arm, Way up over top his head. He could loosen rusty bolts With a quick turn of his wrench. He pulled splinters from his hand, Never even flinched. In thirteen years, I'd never seen him cry... But the day grandpa died, I realized... Unsinkable ships sink, Unbreakable walls break, Sometimes, the things you think will never happen, happen just like that. Unbendable steel bends if the fury of the wind is unstoppable. I've learned to never underestimate the impossible. Then there was my junior year, Billy had a brand new car. It was late, the road was wet... I guess the curb was just too sharp... I walked away without a scratch And brought the helicopter in. Billy couldn't feel his legs, They said he'd never walk again... But Billy said he would, And his parents prayed. The day we graduated, He stood up to say... "Unsinkable ships sink, Unbreakable walls break, Sometimes, the things you think will never happen, happen just like that. Unbendable steel bends if the fury of the wind is unstoppable." I've learned to never underestimate the impossible... So don't tell me that it's over, Don't give up on life... There's no such thing as hopeless if you believe that Unsinkable ships sink, Unbreakable walls break. Sometimes, the things you think will never happen, happen just like that. Unbendable steel bends if the fury of the wind is unstoppable... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 24, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 24, 2002 I want to say goodbye in fear that the bleeding wont stop. I'm sorry for complaining and I'm sorry for not having answers. I'm sorry if all I ever caused any of you is pain or wasted your time. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything yet I'm sorry for nothing. But the right thing to do is just lay here until the bleeding stops. I'm sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 The right thing to do is to stop it. The only waste would be if you go through with it... and that would be the worst waste in life possible - wasting life. You have no reason to have to apologize... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 24, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 24, 2002 To spare any of you who were worried... HeartlessAngel76 (5:12:15 PM): im gonna go take a nap, im tired from all this crying and im dizzy from my loss of blood. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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