Guest UberNewb November 19, 2002 Share Guest UberNewb Guests November 19, 2002 And the best part is, it would give test an actual point. And with all the problems people will undoubtedly have for us, it'll keep well ahead of WA, cause I know that you guys are all hardcore about that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 19, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 19, 2002 i like it this way.. i wouldn't want to start a new thread. I like test being where i come and post about problems.. and yes uber u made huge strides last night thank you so much... cept I still have one problem.. I'm getting really lonely with out affection.. I mean one of my friends put her arms around me today and i never wanted her to stop.. i don't like her or anythign it was just so comforting.. *sigh* being lonely sucks... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 19, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 19, 2002 aight this is bull sh*t how i have to say im sorry to Alonie every f*cking 5 seconds because of something i say.. i do NOTHING wrong.. he's holding something against me, and I don't know what it is, and at this point nor do I care.. it's time to tell him off. I can't stand this cr*p anymore.. thank you all for you're help in making me see this.. with out you all this could have taken even longer.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Playaa November 19, 2002 Share Playaa Member November 19, 2002 YAY! you go girl....(just don't kick him in the ballz unless he REALLY deserves it) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 19, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 19, 2002 oh i wont.. i might need those later if he decides he can't be with out me.. hahaha and last time i did that the guy had to get them removed.. oops i think i was a little mad... i wrote out exactly what im going to say.. it feels good just to know what im going to say.. i practiced it and memorized it.. and when i was saying it to his pic.. i felt SOOOO good.. :) wheeeeeee this might just be the best thing i do for myself in a long time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Playaa November 19, 2002 Share Playaa Member November 19, 2002 oops? all you can say to that is oops? .....................................................ow......................... ................................................................................. ................... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 19, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 19, 2002 what else am i supose to say?.. hehehehe.. like i said in chitchatblahblahblahblahblahblah.. im off to a concert so i wont be posting.. if u need to reach me, which i don't know what would be so important.. but my cell phone number is 1-860-490-7082 (yes i know its dangerous to give out #s.. but at this point i don't care) I won't be posting past this point tonight.. so bye bye all p/s.. im going to the murder dolls concert for anyone who cares.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest UberNewb November 19, 2002 Share Guest UberNewb Guests November 19, 2002 Playaa, you should have seen me dish it out. All it took was one night, and now she's going to fix her problem.. though it's deeper than it appears, for reasons I can't divulge. But TaPe and Playaa, thanks for backin me up on this one. We're like the dream team. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT November 19, 2002 Share Guest SiLvEr BuLLeT Guests November 19, 2002 FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY IN THIS WORLD somebody make an advice forum! And fast! Test has become "Therapy Hour with your hosts, TaPe and UberNewb". ahah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Killer November 20, 2002 Share Killer Member November 20, 2002 i like bo!s. Mabye since im liek the 1000th post noibody will notice lol j/k Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 20, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 20, 2002 oops? all you can say to that is oops? .....................................................ow......................... ................................................................................. ................... No offense... but I have to agree with you on this. No woman can comprehend that kind of pain (don't you even think about bringing child birth into this - that's a totally different kind of pain with totally different circumstances). It's just... it's just WRONG to do that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Playaa November 20, 2002 Share Playaa Member November 20, 2002 HA! the Community Therapists eh? how much do we charge an hour? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 20, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 20, 2002 don't charge! I don't have money.. all i can give away is my body.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 20, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 20, 2002 Oh yes.. and i can proudly say, i told Alonie off this morning.. I was really nice about it.. but I did it and that's all that matters... he was totally shocked it was kinda funny.. i wish i had stayed in school long enough to see what he'd do or say around me.. but I haven't slept much so i came home from school at like 9:30 and slept until about 2:30.. lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest The Hurricane November 20, 2002 Share Guest The Hurricane Guests November 20, 2002 dang... wish i could come home from school everytime I haven't "slept much"... lol that'd be like everyday =P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 20, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 20, 2002 i had a total of 12 hrs in 4 days.. i needed the sleep and i got almost beat up at the concert last night.. trust me.. i really needed the sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest UberNewb November 20, 2002 Share Guest UberNewb Guests November 20, 2002 Cane, just do what I did: Learn to take notes in your sleep. It worked wonders for me! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 20, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 20, 2002 its not working.. im breaking down.. i called him even.. but he wasn't home. What am i doing? Why do i need him so bad? Why am i crying? I hate myself so much, for so many different reasons.. i just want to die. Life is not worth all this pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest The Hurricane November 21, 2002 Share Guest The Hurricane Guests November 21, 2002 lol uber, everytime I try that my teacher taps me on shoulder and tells me to wake up or get out. I try to tell them that I REALLY am taking notes... sigh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 22, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 22, 2002 its not working.. im breaking down.. i called him even.. but he wasn't home. What am i doing? Why do i need him so bad? Why am i crying? I hate myself so much, for so many different reasons.. i just want to die. Life is not worth all this pain. Catch me on AIM sometime if you want my take on the situation I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in If you do not want to hear me again, I would understand Everyone I know has got a reason to say "Put the past away" I wish that you would step back from that ledge my friend... Everyone's got two-faced inner demons Maybe today you could put the past away... I would understand Under an old brass paperweight Is my list of things to do today, Go to the bank and the hardware store. Put a new lock on the cellar door. I cross them off as I get them done, But when the sun is set, There's still more than a few things left I haven't got to yet. Go for a walk Say a little prayer Take a deep breath of mountain air Put on my glove and play some catch It's time I make time for that... Wade the shore, cast a line, Look up an old lost friend of mine, Sit on the porch and give my girl a kiss... "Start living" - that's the next thing on my list. It wouldn't change the course of fate If cutting grass just had to wait. I've got more important things, Like pushing my brother on my backyard swing. I won't break my back for a million bucks I can't take to my grave, So why put off for tomorrow what I could get done today? Raise a little Hell, Laugh til it hurts, Put an extra 5 in the plate at church, Call up my folks, just to chat... It's time I made time for that. Stay up late, Then oversleep, Show her what she means to me... Catch up on all the things I miss... Just start living, that's the next thing on my list. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 22, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 22, 2002 I try to pay attention... But the words just disappear... It's always raining in my head... I forget all things I should have said... So I speak to you in riddles, Cause my words get in my way. I spoke the whole thing to my head, Then felt it wash away... Cause I can't take anymore of this, I wanna come apart... And dig myself a little hole Inside her precious heart... Your mother came up to me She wanted answers only she should know Only she should know It wasn't easy to deal With the tears that rolled down her face I had no answers 'cause I didn't even know you But these words, They can't replace The life you... ...the life you waste How could you paint this picture? With life as bad as it should seem That there were no more options for you I can't explain how I feel I've been there many times before I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me But these words, They can't replace The life you... ...the life you waste Did he not love you? Or did he love you just too much? Did he control you? Did he live through you at your cost? Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own? WELL @#$* THEM! AND @#$* HER! AND @#$* HIM! AND @#$* YOU! For not having The strength in your heart To pull through! I've had doubts! I have failed! I've @#$*%^ up! I've had plans! Doesn't mean I should take my life With my own hands. But these words They can't replace The life you... ...the life you waste. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 22, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 22, 2002 wow, i donno if that was to me (hmm i say that about every post) but again thank you (say that about every post too) i love it when people make me see how stupid i am about cutting myself.. i love when people get angry, simply cause it shows me people care. sometimes i want to cry and break down inside sometimes i can't get out of bed no matter how hard i've tried sometimes life is so horrible that I want it to end sometimes i want to talk so badly all i need is a friend sometimes I hurt so bad I try to cut away the pain sometimes I think im going crazy maybe I really am insane sometimes I don't know what's truely best for me sometimes there is nothing i can do but wait and see but then again sometimes I'm happy too but there's a problem with those happy times cause I only have them, with you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 22, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 22, 2002 To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone and the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words won't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words won't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... I know thats a Christina Aguilera song and I don't listen to her or whatever.. but someone sang that to me today and I don't know what to think of it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [DOH]TaPe November 22, 2002 Share Guest [DOH]TaPe Guests November 22, 2002 To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone and the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words won't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words won't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... Your friends can't always see the bare truth, much of what they think is false. Don't listen to everything that they say. There may be a hole inside of you, an emptiness that you don't think you can ever fill... but you'll have to live with it for now. It doesn't matter what other people might say or think, you're beautiful... don't let anything they say make you think otherwise. Strive to be what you want to be, not what you think you should be so that your friends will accept you. "Do what you want and those that matter won't mind... those that mind, don't matter." Maybe not that extreme... but maybe you get the idea Never lose your sense of wonder... never take even a single breath for granted. Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance... When I was 14, I was falling fast for a blue eyed girl in my class... trying to find the courage to ask her out was like trying to get off of a water spout. What did she say? I can't say... I never did ask, she moved away. But, I learned something from that blue eyed girl... sink or swim, you've got to give it a go. Life is a dance, you learn as you go - sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow. Don't worry about what you don't know, life's a dance - you learn as you go. The longer I live, the more I believe that you really do have to give to receive. There's a time to listen, a time to talk, you might even have to crawl after you walk. Yeah, sure things have blown up in my face... seemed like a long shot to win the race... been knocked down by the slamming door... but I picked myself up and came back for more. Life's a dance, you learn as you go... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heartless November 22, 2002 Share Heartless Member November 22, 2002 <-- thats all I can say. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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