Well lately I have been overcome with anxiety about death. I do not know why I have been, maybe it is a sign I need to start going to church again. I stopped going to church when I was about 11 or 12, right before my first communion (I am lutheran). I have started going to church again, and I am really liking it. I am still kind of having trouble believing in the regligion completely but I think I just need to give it time. Biggest problem of mine is my anxiety attacks. I feel as though there is always something wrong with me, and I always think about the ultimate end (death). I sometimes think about death to the point of not living my life to the fullest. I think I even got myself into a depression because things dont feel as fun as they used to, and I have ignored people that I love (my girlfriend of almost 3 years). Anyways, I am looking to squash this habbit of anxiety and thoughts of death all the time (it has become a habbit now). I need your guys help... what should I do, I feel as though sometimes the computer might hurt the problem. I was thinking about getting a job and getting back into a normal busy life. Lately I have been mostly on the comptuer or at school (more computer than anything). I plan to keep going to church and maybe join a group of theirs or something and see how that goes. I think if I find god and some sort of religion I think I wont think about death as much anymore. Anyways let me know what you guys think.