While I haven't been part of this community as long as most, I feel that I should show my support.
I've played with many of you on the CS servers over the past year and 1/2, and in that time I feel that I've at least gotten to know some of you fairly decently. I've also gotten impressions about others. From what I've seen and heard, Fatty is a fair, fun and great guy to know and play with in cs. I've rarely heard solid complaints and have never had one myself. I have the utmost respect for what he does and how he does it. I think he's a good example of the ideal of this community and does a tremendous job!
PDO, I've only played with you on a handful of occasions so I don't feel I know you the best, but from those times I got the impression that you overreact easily. I recall one specific instance where I, myself overreacted and TK'd you intentionally quite some time ago. You started ranting in game that you would have my banned and that I was gone. Obviously that didn't happen. Despite what happened I think that was the only unpleasantness between you and me and otherwise I haven't had any complaints about you.
Your statement that you aren't a whiner because you've been caption of a sports team is irrelevant. I'd say nice job, but otherwise it has no bearing on you in this community. You can't try to justify or change how you're perceived here by what you did or do somewhere else. Really it almost sounds like you're just trying to rant off some selling points like you are in a job interview and showing off your resume.
As for your complaints about the source engine. You show me a perfect, bug-free, flawless piece of complex software, and I will personally read every single line of code. The simple fact is, every program has bugs. Expecting the software to work properly for everyone is unrealistic. I think that they released it too late, it would've been nice if we could've gotten a perfect program, but this isn't pleasentville.
However, I have to put my support behind Fatty. He's puts in a ton of work and time for this community. He is always working on supporting the servers and everyone in the community.
I'm truely sorry that you feel you've been treated unfairly; but after your posts, I can't say that I'm sorry to see you go. Good luck out there.